all in a day's work

everybody left today. so now we're just chillin' out and gettin the house cleaned up. washing blankets and sheets and towels and all that good stuff. my sister is also moving out of my room, we've been roomies for the past few nights lol. the first few nights we watched movies and listened to music, but last night wejust kidna didn't talk or anything, just did our own thing and went to sleep.

having the baby here has kinda made me want a baby of my own, not now of course, cuz that would be hell. but i was holding him last night. i was laying on my moms "bed" and he was laying on top of me asleep, and it just felt really good! it made me think of how it would be if i had my own kid. right now, it would be hell. i would get very little sleep and have to care for the baby all the time and try to do school and chores and juggle friends and family and stuff. it's not worth having a baby right now, which is good cuz i'm waiting til i get married to have sex anyways. but when i do get married, i really do want a kid of my own. to care for and love. and ya, even then i would get very little sleep and have to take care of the baby and juggle family and friends and whatnot, but then it would e easier. id be older, more mature, have help (id have help now too but yea). yea....i can't wait for that =]

but as for now, babysitting little kids will have to do, lol. lindsay and tristan should be coming over later.

i've been making bead cats! well i did yesterday at least. i made 3, 1 for angie, 1 for my aunt stacy, and 1 for rachel. it took me awhile, but i did it, now im tryign to make this bracelt thingy but it doesn't make any sense to me, so ima ask my mom for help.

oh! on friday me and kevin will be together for 5 months!! =] we're gonna go see Space Chimps on thursday because of it. we would go friday, but hes having his wisdom teeth removed on friday, so yea. poor baby....but it'll make him feel better after its all done and over with, so it's a good thing.

well i think thats really it for now, so yea, laters!

oh! p.s. lol....i've been reading this book called Hero, and it's really good. the main character is a gay superhero and he's tryign to learn how to use his powers and stuff. it's a really good book. id recomend it to someone =]