this is me

I think I always knew deep down that I hated you, but I never admitted it. I put up with all of your shit. I helped you when you needed me. I was always there for you. But in the end, it was you making my life hell and there's not a damn thing I can do to take back anything I did or said. Not even our friendship.

- unknown

I came across this quote the other day on my hunt for "awesome quotes" (it's actually on that thread too lol) and it reminded me of a past boyfriend. If you know anything about my past, then you proably know who I'm talking about. It's the same guy i wrote "Branded" for. And I think it's really true. I mean, I don't think I actually 'hate' him, but I do think he was making my life hell. There was just way too many problems with us. I still wonder what it would be like if we were still friends. And honestly, I think I would be alot less happy. I'm glad that we aren't friends any more. Things starting looking up for me when I called it quits with him, and I'm sorry if that sounds mean, but it's really really true. I hope that things work out best for him, but I don't want to have any kind of relationship with him again, friends or not.

Just my thoughts when I saw this quote, thought that I would share.

Apart from that, I watched The Secret Life of the American Teenager tonight (in future references I'm going to call it either 'The Secret Life' or 'Secret Life') and it was really good. It looks like a promising tv series. I've always wanted a show that I could want to watch all the time you know. Like there's all those Lost fanatics and stuff, but I wanted my own show. And I think I finally found one. Basically, it's about...well alot of people really. All teenagers going through teenage things...cheating, lying, teenage pregnancy...it sounds really interesting. I could see myself crying while watching it in the future.

Anyway, I'm tired. I've got to give baths here in a bit when my sister finally gets out of the bathroom. Other than that there's not much going on. Oh, except for the fact that the babysitting person didn't show up. She rescheduled for tomorrow *rolls eyes*. So we'll see if she actually shows or not. And I think that really is it this time, so later.