digitalized =]

so at the beginning of the summer, Brandon and Steven had said that at the end of the summer, we were gonna have a test over what we had been learning, and the person who did the best was gonna get something really cool! well we took the test last week before we did the whole competition thingy and Brandon said he would grade them and announce winner next wednesday (today). so as we were writing prayer cards he asks me "If I told you that you were one of the highest scores, would you be surprised?" and i was like "Yea" and he said "Well you are" and i was like "Cool!" so i thought you know, i'm one of the highest scores, that's neat! i wonder who won? so then he calls me, amiee, and malorie up on the stage and he says that we were the top three people that did the best on the test. he then proceeds to give malorie and amiee some skittles and hershey bars and has them sit down and then he says something along the lines of "And Amber had the highest score so she gets the prize!" and i was like whoa! really? that's awesome! i really was surprised to win, it was really cool!! so he made me open it on stage, lol, and it was this digital camera! i havn't opened it yet, but i plan to do that tomorrow maybe and check it out, see how it works and everything =] it's cool cool!

also, for all of the seniors this year, the youth directors are planning a seniors mission trip to Nicaragua (sp?) sometime in June for a couple of weeks! i really doubt that i'll be able to go, but i think it would be totally fun and an awesome experience! so i hope that i do get to go, it's just a matter of convincing my mom to let me lol

in other news ,we had a chore change again. but this time we don'r have specific things for like ever, we have different things each dya which i think will work out better because we won't get bored out with doing the same things over and over again, we have something a little different each day, so yea.

umm....hmm....oh! kevin's sweeling has got down alot! like it looks like it isn't even swollen anymore at all, but it still is a little bit, it's just not that noticeable, so hes doin good =] gettin better which is awesome! i love him =] lol

i was thinking today while i was watching Supernanny that i want my future kids to go to a public school. at least for the elementary grades. i think that it will help them socially and learn to interact with other kids, how to behave with other people of different types and such, and i think it would be good for them. of course, not all of the examples and influences will be good ones, but that's where mine and my future husband's parenting will come in to teach them wrong from right, help them to make good choices and theright descions and stuff.in some levels, i cant wait to have kids! but then there's other levels where it's like, im waiting a hundred years before i have kids lol. but i dont really have to worry about that right now anyways cuz im too young to be havin kids

but i do tend to think about the future alot, what it's gonna be like, are we gonna be a happy family, how many kids will we have, where will we live, etc. but i also know that i dont yet realize all the responsibilities of having my own family, which kinda scares me about growing up. i don't think im ready to take on those responsibilities, not only about having a family, but i'm not ready to take on the responsibilities of having my own place, getting my life started so that i can one day have a family. it's a scary process, and i'm not ready for it yet...i might be ready for it, but i don't want to be ready for it, let's say that

yea, i didn't really mean to get that deep lol, but ima check my other stuff and maybe go to bed, im not sure yet. anyways, gnite yall, love you =]