i love you

so today was a pretty productive day i guess. i got the gerbil's cage cleaned out, took care of elmo's needs, fed lil bit. and i got my room clean! it looks pretty good too =] too bad it won't stay that way for long =/ but i like it being clean in here, it's not so cluttered anymore and i can actually walk in my room without stepping over anything or whatnot

been talking to kevin alot today too. hedidn't get to go to church today because he's still not feeling so great, but i went to see him after church =] i love that boy, i really do! he's got a pretty cool backyard lol...it's small so it wouldn't work so well for my family because of the kids and all, but i really liked it...especially the pool! lol man, i felt like jumping in there, it would have felt so good!! butthen i would have been all wet walknig home, lol, so yea, i didn't do that

and speaking of church..it was good. not at first though. i've been kinda emotional today (even though i don't think i've realyl shown that) and pretty much none of my friends were there tonight, and i was feeling pretty lonely. mike was there though, and he made me feel a little better. but not alot because he seemed to be pretty down too. we were both happier by the time church ended though, so it's all good.

the actual service was pretty fun though! we didn't really have a service. we had a contest! it was a six part contest and each team could do whatever they wanted out of those six parts, and whichever team had the most points at the end of 30 min won some junk food lol. and surprisingly, my team (team 2, aka: Flippin' Sweet!) won!! it was so cool! i didn't realyl like any of the junk food (except for the pringles, cuz pringles are good lol) but it felt good just to win. especially lately since i've been feeling kinda shot down. but yea. miss julie invited me to go to her house friday night after she gets off of work and we're just gonna hang out like me and miss amy did that one time. it should be fun =] im looking forwardto it!

yup yup! oh, i finished the book i was currently reading, Pitch Black: Color Me Lost from the TrueColors series, so im going to start Torch Red: Color Me Torn next

but i think ima watch some tv first, Supernanny to be exact! i watched secret life last night, good show good show =] i like it!

anyways, thats prolly it for tonight, so gnite, sweet dreams =]