dont be discouraged

i know i havnt written in a little while, but there's really not that much to talk about...yet at the same time there's so much...

i've been reading alot latley. getting lost in the lives of other ppl. the last book i read was about a blind girl and the history of her family. sounds boring, but it's really not. really interesting actually.
ima go back to the library tonight, and even though i havent read all my books yet, im going to return them all so i can finish reading the twilight series. my mom bought all 4 books.

on saturday, me and my mom and mike were talking about some things, alot of things really, and mike said something that made me feel really good inside. made me feel like im doing a good job even when im not exactly sure what im doing. he said that my christianity is an example to him and that im not one to flaunt it, and if i do flaunt it i back it up. he said that most christians say one thing and do another, but that im not like that either. its really important tot me...even though right now i dont have the strongest faith, i still want to be a good example in everything i do, and when said that i was like at the highest point that i could be, because he isnt a christian yet and he said that i was being an example to him, and it was just really uplifting. it makes me want to try even harder to find the faith that ive been looking for.

and i guess that about it really...for now anyways.